How monsters are created

I can honestly say that this is my favorite from the 3 sketch drawings I posted here... and of the 4 I drew that day overall.
I didn't really use much color here, only a little here and there. And it looks great! I was afraid to ruin it, because I usually ruin drawings with colors. Plus I loooove how this pose came out!!! It's not just the usual profile, it's more interesting! I actually pulled this pose and angle off! It looks so nice. I mean, it's not the first time I've drawn from this angle. This is probably my second most common angle... but it looks good!!! Ohmygodness yessss.
And the fact that I added a little color actually compliments the beasty.
date of creation: 08.02.16
finishing touches (lineart and color): 25.02.16

Emphasis on the 'becoming a monster' part. It's supposed to show a transformation from normal to a beast.
I am not a bitter person, but things happen and people change. This life brings us down and tramples on us until we find it difficult to breathe. The important thing, after all that beating, is to get up and live on. It's the best we can do.
And of course, this picture has my feelings and emotions in it. I poured it all out again. It's not as violent as the other ones, but there are signs of repression, insanity and losing control over yourself.
I do feel that I don't belong and that I am changing inside. Nobody except me knows this.